Silenced Eyes

03.25.2020

I was in a hallway. Super dark but enough to kinda see that it's a hallway. I had nothing to see with. I remember making sure my right hand and my right foot were touching the wall. To guide me where I am and not get lost (to know for myself that I was walking forward and only forward. The purpose of touching the wall with my foot was to make sure I would be able to pinpoint a socket which allows me to know that I'm either inside or outside a building). I don't know why I did that whole 'touch the wall' thing but that's just what I did when I couldn't see anything. When I kept walking forward I started to get really nervous and a little scared. The air started to feel heavy and I still couldn't hear or see anything. 

I started to hear this whisper behind me calling my name. It was so chilling that I started to sprint. The whisper started to become louder and it started to feel like this voice had malicious intent from my past triggers. I started to fear it so much that I broke down and cried. I covered my face and told it to not touch me and for it to go away. I kept saying "don't touch me and go away" so much that the whisper eventually vanished.

I get a pull from my left leg and get dragged. I tried feeling for anything I can grab since it was so dark and I just kept hearing laughter all around me. 

I am placed on something I couldn't recall and my hands were handcuffed. I screamed for anyone to hear me and got slapped so hard that I felt nothing from it emotionally. That voice said to shut up because ppl are coming and I had to look 'pretty.' 

A sound of a door closed right after which meant I was inside a building somewhere far from where I started in the beginning. I moved my legs around to feel anything but became emotional due to the lack of response I was receiving from this lifeless person. I figured he or she was dead...

I didn't know where I was, couldn't see anything, and I was handcuffed so tight that it hurt to move my wrist. 

I hear this gunshot close by and someone started to touch my face, frantically but gentle. I panicked but was told not to. To stay silent or else 'they' will kill me. 

He couldn't find anything to open my cuffs so he broke the chains that held my cuffs together. Grabbed my arms and told me to run his pace. I listened to his footsteps and placed my left hand to his chest where I can feel his heartbeat. I felt that placing my hand on his chest lets me know his emotional situation. Idk why I did that because I've never even thought of that ever. Even in real life, but I did.

My legs gave out and collapsed from being exhausted and woke up(everything was still dark) somewhere. Chained again. I hear three people around me. They talked about a person they just killed. The person who supposedly saved me died trying to rescue me. One person started to touch my legs and I tried kicking at every direction for that person to stay away. Another voice told the one touching me to stop. That's when I heard the full story...

My eyes were carved out...I was placed inside this circular room and these voices found it hysterical to see me sprint round and round. I was only dragged to the other room because a 'client' was done with another person before me. The voices said that I was their most valued product. How many people desired me. I grabbed their attention and how one 'client' even took out my eyes so that 'I will not be a value to anyone anymore.' He wanted to be the only client to see me every day. They then killed him. 

I started to cry and told them to stop. Asked where my family was. The voices told me that they're all dead and how they also killed my boyfriend when he was trying to save me just a while ago.

The voices thought I didn't believe them. They roll down his body on my legs and unchained me. I started to slowly touch his face and I broke down and cried. I just knew that it was his face but lifeless. No heartbeat...

A large section of my hair gets grabbed by one of the voices and I started to scream and cry at the same time because a client just arrived for some 'good time.' 

....I woke up drenched with sweat and my mom telling me to calm down because she heard me screaming.